i would always remember yesterday night.
HELLA FUN.

so, met lingyan and Bugis first.
walked around, ate, took neos.
wrote fanletters. ;)

then we mrt-ed to Expo.
queued up, and went in.
couldn't find the place to give the gifts. ;P

when we first went in, the whole place was PINK.
yesssss, SNSD's pink.
me and LingYan were speechlessss.

FT Island was first (cos they need instruments, etc)
awesomeeeee performance.
Love Love Love & I Hope & 2 other songs. [FAIL PRIMADONNA, shit]

after that was The Boss.
cool. ;)
but i don't really know them so...
Mika's cute, btw. ;)

ZE:A
really great.
very synchronised. :D

Infinite.
still don't really know them.
but the performance was daebak. :)

THEN IT WAS SHINee!
i stood up!
(being considerate, i stood at the aisle, not blocking anyone. :])
I SCREAMED NONSTOP WHOOOOOO.
too bad jjong wasn't there. :(
Replay, RingDingDong, Lucifer, Hello.
HELL AWESOME.
Key's really cute live.
Taemin's so adorable.
Onew's so handsomely hot.
Minho's gorgeous.
;_;
way prettier than any girl.

&&&, SHINee CAN sing! ;)
though Key's voice broke twice, and Onew sounded a lil weird (sorethroat?)

it was at this point when the crowd went SUPERRRRRR HIGH.
:D
SHAWOLS PWN.


then SNSD.
this is like the peak of the highness (?)
like i said, LOADS of sones went for the concert.
[this explains the incredible number of guys.]
and everyone was like singing along to the songs. :)
really really great and fun.

SNSD's really skinny yaknow.
its kinduv freaky. :O


then, BigBang!
idk them. :(
but they're HOT.



kekeke.
the fans only got really loud and high for the last 3 bands.
explains alot, eh?
:)

all in all, it was really fun.
took few photos cos i sat quite far away.
i was mostly focused on using my binoculars to look at their faces. :D

:)
in the end, wanted to wait for SHINee to come out of the venue. but they didn't. :(
didn't even pass our fan letters. :(


ANYWAY, all of them left already.

/cries







Do you know? i dreamt about you last night, again. my wish was for you, too.

Labels: Fanatism, Friends♥

HIHIHI

Science test is over; ITS TIME TO DO A PROPER POST.
i haven't done one in so long. ;_;

so.
i shall update anyone reading this with my life now! ;D


school;
school nowadays is rather slacky.
today was our LAST science test. last test, to be exact.
and the previous tests are all long over. ;D
PE is always cancelled these few weeks, so wednesday is totally a slack day.
for wed, we have like 2-3 hours of break?!
haha.
mostly crap in class with the usual people.

friendships;
normal.
nothing much to say.
the clique is now LingYan, Shawn, YunXi, YuXuan, KeXuan, XinRu and me.
its kinduv weird, if you think about it.
we all have really different characters and personalities.
but we stick through, and have hell lot of fun! ;)
clique chalet here we come!

GROUP9 I MISS YOU.


relationships;
STILL AND FOREVER SINGLE, if you're wondering.

academics;
average.
teehee, nothing much to say about this.

cca;
i'm confirm quitting choir next year.
so weighing my choices now.
most probably joing netball. ;)

what i go online for;
tumblr, twitter, facebook, sfi, etc!

current fanatism status;
major: SHINee
minor: FT Island, Nickkhun.

current music obsession;
(just a heads up, english songs are getting suckier. :/ )
My Soul - Onew
Hello - SHINee
Mine - Taylor Swift
Butterflies - idk who



that's about all! ;)
i might change blog again next year, and might be using tumblr instead of blogger.


btw, CLICK THIS
for shinee stans, heh.


/emotional

Labels: Family, Friends♥, Love, you♥

Yesterday was great.
went out with Jan to celebrate her birthday.
with LingYan, Shawn, Yunxi, Eunice, Weikai, Jerald, Sherman & Zirou.
made 4 new friends. :) (Y)

i'm really high nowadays. :)
loving SHINee sfm. <3
(ok i know i said before i won't actually like them. evidently i change alot in a short time)

hmph gotta go.
there's actually nothing much to post.


& when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for awhile.

Labels: Friends♥, you♥

Day 9 - A SHINee dance you would like to learn

RingDingDong. or Jojo. :)
the dances are really cool. ;)

--

Day 10 - MISSING!

--

Day 11 - Your favorite SHINee music video

Replay. :)

--



SHINee's repackaged album is here!
its out tomorrow, but the teasers are already out! :)
teehee.

haven't been blogging much.
sorry blog :(

Math test was today.
super stressed because of it. but i'm okay now.

Tomorrow's my last math test.
LA -ALL OVER!
Chinese next week.
Science 2 weeks later (SHITTTT)

CLIQUE BAG?
OHHHHH YES!

Labels: 30 Day Challenge, Friends♥, NJC

;love is a little lie.

-

i've been really bad to my blog.

i haven't replied many tags.
and i hardly update even though i'm always online.

so, while waiting for some of my videos to load, i'll try to post a longer post! :)

LingYan and Sumi came to my house this morning! :)
went to Clementi station to pick them.
i was late TEEHEE.
then took bus home.
gossiped on the bus! ♥

reached my house, changed, then SWAM!
too bad sumi wasn't allowed.
she she went to run at the Gym.
while LingYan and i crapped and gossiped and played in the pool.:D
so fun!
bathed.

then we went out!
to LotOne.
ate Subway.
saw basketball girls having their outing.
came home.

haha i'm lazy to elaborate.
can't wait for tomorrow and Saturday!
FAMILY GATHERINGS♥
i♥mycousins.



nowadays.
i think i'm really getting "into" the SHINee fandom.
while LingYan is moving to FT.
it used to be the other way.
but, hey, i still like FT okay.
just that SHINee is more 'on' stuff that FT.

some SHINee fanfics are gross. :/
seriously.
hah but i still read them.
yeah i'm weird.


ohyeah.
about LIB.
that time, i decided not to apply for it already.
but i finally know why i'm not gonna be.
cos once i get into boarding, i'll be counting down for boarding to be over.
plus, it isn't gonna be that fun without 201 there.


awwww 201 might be split next year.
the school still hasn't decided yet.
i don't wanna split class! >(
i feel attached to 201.
we've become so bonded over the last couple of months.
its sad if we're gunna split next year.

the best i can hope for is 201 not to be split up.
still, those foreign scholars will [this is 100%] join our class.
NOOOOOOOO I DON'T WANT.
then the class will be split into 2 again.
the 201 side, and the scholars side.
NOOOOOOOO.
i love JH201 the way it is.
BEST CLASS EVER.

shall end this post here.
one of the longer posts i've posted these few days weeks.
TA.

Labels: Family, Fanatism, Friends♥, songs♥

heyy! :)

its so late, i'm still online.

DETAILS FOR KPOP NIGHT.

23rd October (Saturday)
Singapore Expo [around 8500 seats?]
SHINee, FT Island, SNSD, Big Bang, Infinite and D-NA
$118, $168, $218, $258 (sitting), $258 (standing)

25000 people eyeing for the tickets.
tickets only on sale this weekend. at 313@somerset.


this (kinduv) sucks.
so many people want the tickets.
gahh hopfully i get them! >)


today's been real slacky. nothing much to say.

choki’s camping guide (for buying kpop night tix)
1. Make sure u have the cash/credit card (make sure u can afford to pay the bill!!!)
2. Make sure u r above 7 and below 30 (in case above 30 not allowed entry due to god knows what reason. The same reason why u have to queue up at 313.)
3. Bring laptop, iPod, books (no twilight cos u will end up arguing whether it is team Edward or team Jacob, but it is good bait to throw competitors out of queue if u r ebil enuff)
4. Get a friend to deliver foods and drinks an portable toilet to u (cos once out of the queue, say goodbye to cat 1)
5. Don’t wear any coloured shirt. White is safest (cos in case the person next to u is anti fan and we don’t want police involvement)
6. Don’t worry abt 7th month. Ghosts don’t exist for that night cos your biggest nightmare is when e person in front just bought the last cat 1 tix
Now now, if u do get the tix, pls pray that Singapore don’t get attacked anytime from now till the concert.
(http://darkchoki.tumblr.com/post/1047800820/chokis-camping-guide-for-buying-kpop-night-tix)

LMAO!

Labels: Fanatism, Friends♥

HEYY
i've taken to watching U-Kiss' Vampire.

Kevin is cute.
but overly girly i guess.
I STILL PREFER DONGHO.


GUESS WHO. [hahaha]


anyway.

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY! :D
its tomorrow though.
but celebrations today.
gave some teachers their presents.

didn't go back HPPS though.
was still contemplating whether to go back or not while walking to the bus stop.
but when i saw my bus leave while i was on the overhead bridge, i was like "forget it, i'm going home."
yeah and my bus came within 3 minutes. :D

so slacked since i came home.

AHH can't believe term 3's already ending!
thats like so fast!
and soon i'll be 15!
$@#$%&!
thats so old! >(

hahah.

logging off now.
TOMORROW's NO SCHOOL! :)

Either write something worth reading or do something worth writing. -Benjamin Franklin

Labels: Fanatism, Friends♥, NJC

in less that 3 days...
i've gathered 368 tumblr posts.
:D
all SHINee/FT Island.
ok i totally can't wait for kpop night. :D

i've been trying really hard for my acads.
i'm still online so often though hmmm. i should do something about this.
i'm glad that i see the fruits of my labour.
hopefully it lasts me through to Uni.

Choir President just texted me. <3
choir camp soon! :)
worst part's Basanth
i'm so gonna ignore basanth any annoying people.

i love SHINee.
just realised that i love them alot and alot.
JongHyun and Onew especially.
i think Key's kinduv cutei did not just say that

i feel like changing my blogskin. @.@

brb.

AHH SCREW this blogskin's images bandwidth has exceeded. :(

BRB AGAIN.

ok nevermind i'm gonna leave this skin on.
hopefully the creator can increase her bandwidth or sth. :)

Labels: Choir♥, Fanatism, Friends♥

hello.

today's so stressful

went to school, mugged for the first period.
then went to find juniors to borrow calculator. heeee.

after that had Math Test.
ok lah. no comments.

then IH,, usual.

CM, crapped.

IS. CHIMM!

then had LA test!
haha wrote 2 whole pages.
didn't think i'd have so mcuh to write.
teehee!

nothing much to say or type.

mainly bored.
watching Idol Maknae Rebellion again :D

taaa

Labels: Fanatism, Friends♥, NJC, songs♥

;is so big.

--

heylo.

[from Yunice's Blog]
GP Basic.
The new Korean girl group.
hmmm. look at this, their biography.

Janey(제이니) ---Maknae
Birthday: 14/12/1998
Age: 12 years old
Height:147cm
Weight: 34kg

Hannah(헤나) ---Leader
Birthday: 30/3/1996
Age: 14 years old
Height:160cm
Weight: 38kg

Trinity(트리니티)
Birthday: 9/9/1996
Age: 14 years old
Height: 163cm
Weight: 45kg

Zion(자이언)
Birthday: 6/4/1996
Age: 14 years old
Height: 164cm
Weight: 44kg

Amet (에밋)
Birthday: 14/10/1996
Age: 14 years old
Height: 160cm
Weight: 45kg

Leah (레아)
Birthday: 25/7/1996
Age: 14 years old
Height: 161cm
Weight: 42kg

Credits to the fan page on facebook
omg, isn't it scary?
they are ALL Younger than me!
okay, not the fact that i'm old okay, but, isn't it a little too young for them to be debuting?
the youngest(Janey) is only Primary 6! same age as my brother who is still so immature and childish vs, her, who is already out there earning money?
Aren't their parents worried? i mean, this entertainment circle isn't one that easy to survive in..
This is super scary.

Side tracking, i took a look at their height and weight, hmmmm, i think i need to seriously consider going running every morning. oops.
To think that i keep eating eating eating like nobody's business.
Is either they are very very very thin, or i'm fat. And i think i'm growing side ways. OMG RIGHT.
what more, its holiday now. i will be eating, sitting eating siting and in the end, GROWING FATTER. damn. ARGH.
Just the other when i over ate Jap food.
And yesterday, i over ate ROTI PRATA (with all that oil..)
I see where my fats are coming from, do you?
ahhhahhah!

Okay, Back to GP basic. So, i still think they are too young.



Their live. i would say for their age, not too bad. at least, can see that they sort of did their best to catch up with their fellow unnie's standard.
One thing, at least the company never make the youngest wear heels. It will so so so spoil her feet! But, heeheehee^^ she look very short compared to the others. But yea, note taken that she's still going through puberty. 12 YEARS OLD! OMG RIGHT.
[thankyou yunice tan!]



(yes i get my latest kpop news from Miss Tan here. :D)

this is so OHMYGOD!
seriously.
they are all my age!
(!!!!!)
the youngest is like P6?!

ZOMG.





ok sidetracked.
i was supposed to be posting about today.
but read Yunice's blog and got sidetracked.
teehee!


so today has been great! :D
school's the usual.
basically happy cos i got an iPod Touch! :D
and bought its accesories, etc. :D
also happy cos my physics MCQ section's done quite well! :)
TEEHEE.

been saying "TEEHEE" alot nowadays.
NigaHiga's influence! >(

texting HuiWen alot too.
she's a kpop-crazy person! >)


ahaha.

listening to GP Basic now.
they're not that catchy.
or pretty.

teehee!

Labels: Fanatism, Friends♥, Love, NJC, songs♥, you♥

hello. :D

haha.

today's sucha awesome day.

heard some good news in the previous night so damn HIGH today. :D
went to school in the morning, blahblah.

recess first.
crapped with LingYan.

then had Math.
urghhhh can't stand coordinates. >(

IH next.
nothing much.
not a lovely sight to see Alden and KangMing gaying. -.-

then had CM.
MALAYUUUUU.
did the group work with LingYan's group.
so it was damn damn damn funnehhh! :)
presented some thingie.
hee.

IS.
CHEM.

lunch.
ah i was asking LingYan about what she did yesterday.
her response?

yesterday hor, i ... ... Last night ... ... This morning ... ... and then, today during lunch, Cheryl asked me what i did yesterday and this is what i told her: "yesterday hor, i ... ... Last night ... ... This morning ... ... and then, today during lunch, Cheryl asked me what i did yesterday and this is what i told her: "yesterday hor, i ... ... Last night ... ... This morning ... ... and then, today during lunch, Cheryl asked me what i did yesterday and this is what i told her: "yesterday hor, i ... ... Last night ... ... This morning ... ... and then, today during lunch, Cheryl asked me what i did yesterday and this is what i told her: "yesterday hor, i ... ... Last night ... ... This morning ... ... and then, today during lunch, Cheryl asked me what i did yesterday and this is what i told her: "yesterday hor, i ... ... Last night ... ... This morning ... ... and then, today during lunch, Cheryl asked me what i did yesterday and this is what i told her: "...."

EPIC MUCH! >)

then LA. hmm.

PD was epic fun.

did some skit.
not a funny skit but the people who acted were so damn funny! :)
very HIGH! :)


ok this doesn't seem like such a good day.
but my mood was mad awesome. :D
thus the awesome-ness in it :D

WHEE.
very high now.
loving life. :D

ta

Labels: Friends♥, GMH♥, songs♥, you♥

hello quick post!

chatting with HuiNing now. :D

friday was awesome.

chinese in the morning.
laolin didn't come, so some random replacement teacher instead.
he's super random and not chinese-y.
don't really like him.
but chinese passed really fast with him around.

recess and homeroom, crapped with my computer :D

GAP.
really fun.
we're doing batik painting!
so for my design i wrote "JH201"
haha.
but i anyhow waxed it.
so my wax anyhow dropped. >)
then when the guy was talking, i was like holding my skirt. [idk why!]
then lingyan was like whispereing "EH".
me: WHAT!
LY: don't flash lah!
then all of a sudden, both of us thought of NIGAHIGA! <3
haha. and we totally burst out laughing in the lesson.

after that, had TK.
ah still don't understand it. >(
bleah.

then MATH!
ok lah.
normal.
but i don't really like cooridnates.
too many formulas!

lunch was the usual. <3

after that was spire!
thought it would be -.- but it was quite fun.
my group's so awesome.
Xinru, HuiNing, me!
all physics people. :D
haha.
since huining not around, me and xinru "brainstormed" ideas!
not really lah.
more like we force Mr Sim to sit down with us and tell us our options.
then we slacked :D

yay. Friday was awesome. :)

http://programming.stupidchicken.com/Chan%20Jau%20Tung/nameforum.py?name=:)&comment=boo this is awesome! :D
created by JauTung.
haha quite cool! >)

ah gtg.

[p.s.// really really loving ONEW now. :D]

Labels: Fanatism, Friends♥, NJC, songs♥, you♥

hello!

at Jurong FICO now.
waiting for my brothers to play finish their football game. :D

so DEDICATIONS first :)

TO: LINGYAN, SUMI, CARISSA, YUXUAN & MAGGIE.
goodluck for your performance later! :)
i'll be glued onto the screen looking out for you guys! :)

DONE. :)

hee hee.

bored.



Perfect by Hedley

Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise
I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

Making every kind of silence, it takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I wrong

I know that I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

When you're caught in a lie and you've got nothing to hide
When you've got nowhere to run and you've got nothing inside
It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my, just myself
Just myself, myself, just myself

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying

♥

Labels: Choir♥, Friends♥, songs♥

heylo.

no time to do a full detailed post. sigh.

loving LA more and more nowadays. :D
Animal Farm rocks.

today was ok.

woke up with a major headache.
went to swimming pool.
swam.
haha.
crapped with YuEn, Huining and Madeline. :D
damn funnehhhh.
hee the swimming successfully got rid of my headache. :D

then had chinese.
one of the most fun lessons ever.
played this game.
my group super enthu, we answered loads of questions (most wrong though.)
fun! :D

then contact.
nothing much.
crapped.

lunch.
WHEE.

LA.
like i said, i'm enjoying LA more and more now.
a lil sneak into our group's speech. [beware, pigs!]

Dear Comrades,

We have come, not to kill you, so fear not of us. Today, we’ve come to clarify a few matters. Because of the pigs’ acts, our children have been thought of as cruel, vicious, and the ones responsible for the tyranny of the pigs. But we sincerely hope that you will try to understand their plight.

(Y) :D


then had leadership.
nothing much.
just talked etc.

had chinese test after school.
ok-ok.

then went with Xinru to the canteen to find people.
ended up talking to Mr Sim, HuiLin and Ke Xuan.
at first listening to the science stuff Mr Sim was saying.
then we started talking about other stuff, etc.
:D

went home. typed the LA speech.

tada, end of my day.

post another time.
BYE :)


just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
its alright, bcos i like the way it hurts.
just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
thats alright, bcos i love the way you lie, love the way you lie.
- Eminem & Rihanna
♥

Labels: Friends♥, songs♥, you♥

200th post on my 2010 blog!
awesome :)

--

changed my blogskin.
picked the first one i saw.
technically not my type.
haha but its quite cool.

--

went out with HPPS people yesterday.
had alot of fun. :D

i'll do a full post on it sometime.
if i'm not too lazy, hee.

bored, ta.

gonna get inspired. heeeee.

Labels: Friends♥, HPPS

heyy

Channel 5's showing Man U vs Chelsea game now.
ooh Manchester United's sooooo gonna win. ;)

anyway.
today's been real slacky. nothing much to say.

can't wait for tomorrow. <3
meeting up with HPPS people. (Y)

bored.
hmm gotta sleep early today.
waking up early tomorrow. ;(


YAY ZOMG MAN U GOAL! >)






i'm gonna spam lyrics now. :)


Hero by Mariah Carey
There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are

There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
And you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold

You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Oh ho, Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away, hey yea

Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time, you find the way, hey

Then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

That a hero lies in you
Mmm, that a hero lies in you



Superman by Joe Brooks
There are no words, to paint a picture of you girl
Your eyes, those curves, it's like you're from some other world
You walk my way, oh God it's so frustrating.

So why do I disappear when you come near,
It makes me feel so small,
Why do I blow my lines, most every time,
It's like I got no chance at all,

If I could be your superman,
I'd fly you to the stars and back again.
Cuz everytime you touched my hand,
You feel my powers runnin through your veins.
But I can only write this song,
And tell you that I'm not that strong.
Cuz I'm no superman, I hope you like me as I am.

It aint no lie, I have to tell you how I feel,
But each time, I try it gets a little more unreal,
You said my name, oh God I can't stop shaking,

So why do I disappear when you come near,
It makes me feel so small,
If I could read your mind,
Girl would I find, any trace of me at all.

If I could be your superman,
I'd fly you to the stars and back again.
Cuz everytime you touched my hand,
You feel my powers runnin through your veins.
But I can only write this song,
And tell you that I'm not that strong.
Cuz I'm no superman, I hope you like me as I am.



Superman by Five For Fighting
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird, I'm more than a plane
I'm more than some pretty face beside a train
And it's not easy to be me

I wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
?Bout a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd but don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed but won't you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream?
And it's not easy to be me

Up up and away away from me
Well it's all right
You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy or anything

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me

Inside of me, inside of me, yeah
Inside of me, inside of me

I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
I'm only a man looking for a dream
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
And it's not easy, it's not easy to be me.



100 Years by Five For Fighting
I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

I'm 22 for a moment
And she feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see I'm a ?they'
A kid on the way, babe
A family on my mind

I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose yourself
Within a morning star

15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

Half time goes by
Suddenly you're wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on

I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you're on your way
Every day's a new day

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live.


[ooh i love five for fighting.]



Love The Way You Lie by Eminem ft. Rihanna
[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem - Verse 1]
I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' paint
And I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me, she f**kin' hates me
And I love it, "wait, where you goin'?"
"I'm leavin' you," "no you ain't come back"
We're runnin' right back, here we go again
So insane, cause when it's goin' good it's goin' great
I'm superman with the wind in his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Whose that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 2]
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills used to get em
Now you're getting f**kin' sick of lookin' at em
You swore you'd never hit em, never do nothin' to hurt em
Now you're in each other's face spewin' venom in your words when you spit em
You push pull each other's hair
Scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em
So lost in the moments when you're in em
It's the face that's the culprit, controls you both
So they say it's best to go your seperate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playin' over
But you promised her next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 3]
Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time there won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar if she ever tries to f**kin' leave again
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire

[Chorus]
[End]

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LINGYAN!



hello!

yesterday didn't go online.

so i'mma post about yesterday!

in the morningg, as usual.
instead of Science, we had our AMC competition.
it beats science hands down. :)
the paper was quite hard lah.
sadly.

the rest of the day was crap.
enjoying LA more and more nowadays.


today we had National Day celebrations in school! :)
had all the house performances, as per usual.
yay LIGNUM won the best performance! >)
even though we did not win the NE Cup.
but yeah it was ok.

then we celebrated LingYan's birthday!
it was kinda a mini one.
doing another celebration on tuesday. (Y)


AHH. i'm personally blaming Sumi for my sudden obsession wih Britney's LUCKY and Bieber's That Should Be Me. >)

ohh btw, did i mention Taylor Swift's new album is coming out soon?
YAY :D




"Lucky" by Britney Spears

This is a story about a girl named Lucky…

Early morning, she wakes up
Knock, knock, knock on the door
It's time for makeup, perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for
They go…
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say…

[CHORUS:]
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night

Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning, and she keeps on winning
But tell me what happens when it stops?
They go…
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say…

[Repeat CHORUS]

"Best actress, and the winner is…Lucky!"
"I'm Roger Johnson for Pop News standing outside the arena waiting for Lucky"
"Oh my god…here she comes!"

Isn't she lucky, this Hollywood girl?
She is so lucky, but why does she cry?
If there's nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?

[repeat chorus twice]

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i'm just sooooo lazy to do a proper post.

just realised i haven't done one on my Korea trip yet.
ah but i'm so lazy to do it.
sigh, the trip was awesome in many ways. and sucky in others.

OK I SHALL NOT DO A POST ON KOREA! :)
yay.
pictures speak a thousand words.
lol, look through Nat's or JauTung's or CA's photos.

anyway, school nowadays are quite ok i guess.

can't remember what happened on monday, heeee.
just knew that it was pretty much boring and crappy, just like ever other Monday.
yeserday after school, went to Lot One to buy Lingyan's present with YunXi.
chose something LingYan asked for. ;)

haha.

today was fine.
didn't do swimming in the morning, so crapped (& mug?) for the 2 hours.
then went back to school.
chinese was surprisingly un-boring.
cos we were at the computer lab.
i didn't use fb or anything though.
after i finished my work (tikam alot but who cares?), i went to disturb Richard and Shawn. and LingYan
crapped with them.
then we were reading fmylife.com
when linlaoshi walked pass, Richard closed the screen.
LOL.
and we were like teaching him how to read/pronounce chinese words.
haha.
then linlaoshi asked us to find out about the lady who "created" man.
then i was saying that it was Prometheus! >)
the Greek guy.
i like greek mythology.
nice stories. :)

after chinese, had principal's contact.
nothing much. mostly sit down there while the principal talked.

then had lunch!
Lunch is the awesomest period ever.
had fun during lunch. :)

then LA.
LA is funner this term! :)
better than Shakespeare. :)
we're doing this Blame Game.
where different groups of people are different animals in Animal farm.
i'm a dog, with all the people who went overseas (XinRu, Alden, Madeline)
haha.
we were supposed to discuss stuff.
but it was mostly Xinru arguing with Alden while me and Madeline were trying to keep the "peace".
haha. crapped alot. (Y)
damn fun! :)
got back my first Journal entry.
happy with my results.
the question actually asked for "a personal experience".
lol, my story is FICTION! :)
ahaha. Miss Wang doesn't need to know this. ;)

then had Leadership.
in which Mr Sim didn't stay in class at all.
talked about Food From the Heart. with YuXuan leading.
very fun!
was crapping with Richard and LingYan the whole time.
YuXuan's speech kept getting interrupted by sudden laughters or shoutings from the class.
:)

after school, stayed back and crapped with Sumi.
apparently, Alden drew finished our DOG logo for LA.
its quite nice lol.
better than i would have ever drawn. :)

then took bus home.
ARGH, can't believe i lost my hp pouch! >(
stooopid. >(

ahaha. gotta go.
still mass-convo-ing the people who went korea. :)
maybe we'll make it to the Guinness World Records. :)

ta.

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heylo!

school's over for todayyy! :D

damn happy.
and tired.
today i was like spamming people. ;D
on facebook!

wahahahha.

i'll be back with another post later. ;D

Labels: Friends♥, you suck

hello!
loads of things to post about, HEH. :D
start with the day before?

7/7/10
woke up half hour earlier, then left house for Delta Swimming pool!
haha.
we were grouped into groups.
i was with Carissa, YuEn, HuiNing, etc.
quite fun.
but bloody tiring.
:D
lucky my group was released first so managed to get toilets to bathe. :D

went back to school, chinese test.
super sian. -.-
yeah then school ended.
went down to the field at 2.50.
we were the only bloody class on time.
the rest of the school slowly strolled in after that.
at 3.30, some inconsiderate Aerius seniors strolled in. yes, STROLLED.
and it was bloody hot!
now i have a bloody tan,. D<

after that went home.
it was already around like 5+?!
then went out to the Airport to send my dad off.
reached home around 11pm.
dead tired.


8/7/10
nothing much hurh.


sigh i'm dead tired now.
been listening to the radio a lot.
AWESOME MUCH. >D

ah crap. i haven't watched so many stuff.
uh
1. Hello Baby [halfway!]
2. Koizora (?)
etceetc.

sigh.

bye.

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